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Leasa's picture
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Ok.. well as you can tell from the other posts I've made lately.. I'll be single again REAL soon.. It hurts and some days feels like I'm going crazy and wondering why I'm still here, but it's for the better in the long run. But NO for those of you wondering, I'm NOT saying I'm not going to do it again!! I've said that before and look where it got me!! I'll say I have more ambitions in life and have learned some important lessons this time around and leave it at that!

I am enrolled to go back to school next month (Sept) for Criminal Justice. Financial Aide is set up tenatively.. They're giving me a hard time about his income and the divorce. GRR.. thankfully it will be final in time for them to work it out.

My nephew James.. This story is coming out to a very sad conclusion. Riley is treating him with a Stage 1 research chemo drug.. It's a 6 month treatment, at which time they'll take another MRI, if the cancer's not progressing, they'll continue for another round in 6 month courses until his body gives out.. But in the next year to 18 months give or take we will lose him. Either to the cancer, or to his body giving out.

As I was all set to get into modeling, all of this drama started.. Heavens forbid!! So that's another thing that once I'm set in school I should be looking at again.. My photographers are still in place, and my first tenative big shoot is during bike fest in Vegas! (Imagine that!)

Stress, as you can imagine, has lead to the last drop in weight, I'm at 145 pounds now and a size 4/6... The rest of the pics are at http://s157.photobucket.com/albums/t63/beautifully_chaotic_46615/

I can't say thank you enough to those who've been there for me and continue to be there!! Very happy

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ozwyn's picture

All things being equal,

All things being equal, you're moving your life in the right direction. Keep up the good work!

Roria's picture

Hey Leasa I am reading

Hey Leasa

I am reading your post here and I am so sorry that you are going through this again and I promise you will get through this..It seems hard and never ending but it will work out for the best...It sounds like you are going your life back again once again and College will be a great thing to keep your mind of things and you are thriving to get your dream day by day... My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as you get back into the swing of things. I am hear if you need anything let me know.. I'm a good listener..

Take Care
Hugs
Joy

Horamir's picture

sounds mostly good, hang in

sounds mostly good, hang in there Smiling Make sure to ask your college about the new ACG Grant.

Miri's picture

*hugs*

*hugs*

Locnar's picture

*HUGS*, call us if you

*HUGS*, call us if you should need us

-Loc & Fan

Leasa's picture

Updated

Well everyone another day Very happy And one day at a time is sometimes the only way to get through ... where's my tequila bottle? Oops almost thanksgiving, might want the warm apple pie Razz

School did get started in Sept, with now a continuing 4.0 GPA. I'm loving the one course a month curriculum, it's keeping me focused and competative. ((though not sure who I'm competing against, they're a really good influence on my grade lol))

My kids are growing to be big brats.. so as abnormal as they are, they're growing at a perfectly normal rate lol..

Influenced by my daughter, I got all of my hair cut off Thursday for Locks of Love ((she done hers in July)) in honor of my nephew. His cancer isn't getting any worse, but itsn't getting any better. Right now he's just miserable most days from the chemo. However, he'll be 13 in 2 weeks and is DEFINATELY becoming a teenager lol.

Hope everyone is doing well!