Hurt

Try and hold it in

forcing it further down.

Still it creeps forward

don't let yourself drown.

Hold it all inside

until it threatens to break.

Never let it out

for fear of being awake.

Still it threatens to kill

all that you hold dear.

No one sees it inside

all that you may fear.

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This just came out of a lot of frustration and sadness a few days ago. I've been learning to not let all of this stuff out in a negative way. I got the divorce papers today. =/ Signing them and giving them back on Monday. =/

I'm doing ok it's still a little hard to believe that 8 years are gone though. =/